December 2009
what do you do?
when you’re approaching a glass door and a guy is approaching the same door from the other side?
in most normal cases, i’d just let the guy open the door for me because i know i’m not very strong and would probably embarrass myself very much >.< however, today, i judged that i would reach the door before him and it wouldn’t seem very right for me to just stand there...
2009
Many times I get inspiration to blog about certain things but by the time I sit in front of my computer again, I decide against it because there are other better things to do. Sorry dear blog -hug-
It’s not the end of 2009 yet, but anyway I thought it would be a good idea to do a bit of reflection sorta.. (haha why is iTunes playing 거짓말 - lies by Big Bang?)
Back to the point, I think...
my scotchtaped heart
i was just wondering if anyone would find their way here to read my entries to figure out the cause of my death if i suddenly decided to commit suicide one day.. and i was wondering how much they would be able to find out. morbid thoughts yes but i’m sure i’m not the first.
since when did you care so much what they thought?
probably ever since you lost someone to believe in you.
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alright
ignore previous post. i’m going. I’M GOING ON SEP TO MANCHESTER!! woooo~
ah met ruth today.. found out from her that the girl whom i was jealous of got cancer =/ she’s just so nice and pretty that my eye candy was in love with her. i wonder if he’d still like her if he saw her now. hairless, eyebrowless and all. that’s why he’s merely ‘eye candy’...
cheated
So close.. I have what I said I wanted, but do I really want it?
I’m a mess. How did I make my decisions?
I was going to apply for Korea but was told you lower your chances if you’ve been there before on something exchange-related. Why go to the same country twice? Together with the fact that it’s risky to be doing linguistics modules in a non-English speaking country (even...
just really confused now
you know.. sometimes i think money really isn’t that important. i can control my spending and find cheaper ways to stay happy.. but ah every now and then, these opportunities come along and damn i really wish i had the money.
yeah so i got accepted to go for student exchange to manchester uni for a sem. the website estimates S$8000. there are scholarships and grants of course..
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taiwan drama -my queen
first time i watch preview for next ep already start crying.. zomg.